Sometimes I think about then,

If I could travel back to the past,

Maybe some few days ago,

Or years.

And I think,

What I’d do different,

Now that I know I’m me.

How could I tweak the past so that things,

Were smoother.

And I know that if I could,

I could never be me.

One decision in life,

Changes everything.

Destruction, devastation, demoralisation.

That’s where I’d be.


I realise that the decisions I make based on His will,


They’ll shape me.

And I’ll dwell on the past,

Happy with who I am for now.

I’ll do my best,

Hold in the tears,

Smile at the enemy and laugh,

Laugh until I cry.

And I’ll pray.


Kneel and say,

‘Thank-you Lord. Amen.’


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