It seems that everyone tells me I’ve been living life oppositely. Like I’ve been doing it all the other way around, as if someone had pressed the rewind button and never stopped it. The more I hear it, it makes me aware how truthful it is. So now I can see it wherever I go, and that’s the reason why I’m scared to step out the door.
The world out there is progressing fast. But I’m ready to lock myself in, throw away the key. When I’m out, I wanna be back in. But when I’m in, I dream of what I’m missing out. It’s enough for some to go crazy, others to laugh. I’d prefer to laugh, you see, if this life was just a funny film reversed, I wouldn’t mind too badly if it hurt me the way it did. Because sometimes, to laugh, you gotta find something truly worthy to laugh about. Something insanely stupid and delusional.