So many times that I’ve felt overwhelmed,

By such heavy emotions and I’ve wanted,

So much, so very much to burst,

But I knew the shame that came,

When I exposed my weakness,

I try to say that I’m happy, I try to fake it,

But I’m not, I’m sadder than most,

The saddest I’ve ever met,

I’m praying to God because I need help,

I’m a problem, I have a disease in my mind,

And I always wish for death to come,

Because I see no light or future for me,

I wish I had the courage to just break,

And not care, this is my prayer.