It’s too bad that I can’t be where I want to be in my life at this time,
Almost as if I’ve come to a crossroad, a fork in the road,
And I’ve come to the decision,
That I want to take both roads.
And truthfully, I know where each one leads,
And I know what it asks of me in order for me to get through,
And though each path is a perilous ordeal,
I can’t deny the person I’ve become, able to change for those whom I love,
I’m thankful for rays of life shining down on me,
Letting me know I’m not dead, nor insane, not a mad fool,
And even in the beauty of the night where I accept these words,
Across the sky I can’t forget the words, the faces of those who raised me,
I had a glorious time that I thought I’d lost forever,
Blinded like Oedipus, thinking that it was my fate to suffer for my sins,
I forgot about redemption, about love,
Writing these words, I know I’m a silly fool,
But these words are truth and no more powerful than I intend them to be,
And I’ll fight for that, with a beating heart and breathing soul,
Trying to understand why and who I am,
I need to, I’ll learn love, and learn to be the love that I lack.
✾themeekarestillhere✾
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