WORLD DROWNING IN TEARS
Do I honestly have the strength to throw away the dream that I thought for a long time could be a reality? For now that I realise that this dream of mine is very well turning out to be nothing more than a fantasy, can I face the heartbreak of destroying my own passion? As this dream, has been prolonged with lies and pretences, that have caused me more pain than joy, am I ready to understand the pain of the world in a state of peace and calmness? Why is it that I feel so strongly, that if I am to understand the world’s burdens, every individuals’ problems, why we cry, I must also endure the same hardships? Why is it that I feel these hardships must never end? The last time I ever tried something like this, I ended up wondering if I could emerge with the same energy and vitality I once had. Physical hurdles are nothing compared to the technicalities of a broken soul. I am broken, I had a black heart. I am not ashamed to say that once I was a sinner, for my pride is not in my reputation. It is in the fact that I am redeemed. And I have nothing, no one to cling onto, except GOD. And I pray in the future to come, He will give me strength to make the right choices to help others. To find happiness in a world drowning in tears.