I’m not sure if I’ll ever understand the love of a father,
Or even begin to fathom the love of a mother,
I can’t seem to put my finger on it,
But I don’t know my place in this world.
I have tried my whole life to understand that which might never be my life,
But I’m okay with that,
Yet it’s still sad to know that the one thing all the amazing children in the world need,
Could’ve forever changed me, made me more than I was supposed to be,
Maybe it’s just that one thing I’ll never understand,
Immune to my own emotions?
I doubt it, and if only for a second it was true,
I regret acknowledging that this type of life was a possibility.
My words used to shine like the Sun I love,
Yet it seems like it recedes like waves washing over my feet,
It’s just not enough love to drown you,