CHIAROSCURO

CHIAROSCURO   In and out of shadows, to see you is to look into the sun and smile. But with fire, you also bring a flood, I say a prayer to make it to the end. Just to see your face, it's like seeing an old friend, but my soul is tormented by shadows, and …

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·MARY HELEN·

They broke my fingers and they broke my bones. I am a ghost gasping through the exuberance of life. They haven’t seen horror like I have. The horror that neither moves you nor breaks you, but with one iron palm muffles you. The memories are not within me. They climb up on the walls like …

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THE FIRST OF ME: 2021

Zephaniah 2:3 “Seek ye the LORD, all ye meek of the earth, which have wrought his judgment; seek righteousness, seek meekness: it may be ye shall be hid in the day of the LORD'S anger.” You died before the world went crazy. And with you, you took the best of the century. Moments so golden, …

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THE ABUSED

The sky is sometimes the only beautiful thing, they have eyes but chase blindly; no, the sky can make everything else look better. The strength you need to accept happiness, when I’m a skeleton. Sometimes the worlds we hold within us collide, and you cannot find a way to bridge the person you are in …

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THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE

All these years I was afraid of addiction to something consuming me, when really I was afraid that I would lose my soul.  When I started falling from happiness I thought I would never be happy again, so I started to prepare to numb myself by building walls inside. The foundations of insecurity breed hatred of …

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TWILIGHT SWIMS IN CIRCLES, IT’S TWILIGHT AGAIN

I gave you my mind to hold, You had me at my peak, Lost me when I fell. My deficiency is not in the fact that I lack something that you are, It is in my failure to believe that I am something you are not. If I was blind the music will always be …

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THE APPETITE OF NAMELESS PAIN

Abuse my body to see if they care, they look concerned but they don’t ask right, their criticism makes me want to cry, because I know that they can’t do anything to stop it, the pain requires a larger audience, but soon no one will care about me, I thought I cared if they cared, …

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