WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN

WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN I’ve always seen the world in a pessimistic light. Well that’s what everyone would say if they asked me how I saw things. I seemed to believe that I was pessimistic, and thing is, I didn’t care because the way I was seeing the world was how it … Continue reading WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN

EVIL BEAUTY

EVIL BEAUTY This song reminds me of the way that things used to be. At least the way that they were in my mind. I always thought I lost a part of me growing up. That memories and hope of youth had detached themselves from who I was. In a new shell, my shame was … Continue reading EVIL BEAUTY

LEAVE MY BODY

LEAVE MY BODY Like clear water. Cutting through rocks. Paving a path. Never-ending, I continue flowing, Never-stopping, Consuming fire, Afraid of the cold, For when I freeze, I do not move, I barely breathe, but despair, holding onto a rope, called hope. Waiting for the sun, to melt me from, this icy shell. When spring … Continue reading LEAVE MY BODY

DREAMING

DREAMING  Do we stop dreaming only when we have everything we want? Does fragility make you sad? In a dream I saw the sea waves become like sand and the horses turn to lions. In another dream, a woman uttered Hebrews 4. Each dream I swallow like a prophecy. Begging my mind to reveal the … Continue reading DREAMING

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? Just how much of the day is occupied with thoughts, makes time go away. In a day, there are so many opportunities to do good. I just cannot seem to fulfill them all. But the hope of doing good in a world so bad makes life precious. Pain is … Continue reading WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?