THE UNFORGETTABLE #54

"I never had a childhood, I destroyed myself in my final moments of innocency, I think now they're ready to take my life away from me." ✾themeekarestillhere✾

·MARY HELEN·

They broke my fingers and they broke my bones. I am a ghost gasping through the exuberance of life. They haven’t seen horror like I have. The horror that neither moves you nor breaks you, but with one iron palm muffles you. The memories are not within me. They climb up on the walls like …

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THE FIRST OF ME: 2021

Zephaniah 2:3 “Seek ye the LORD, all ye meek of the earth, which have wrought his judgment; seek righteousness, seek meekness: it may be ye shall be hid in the day of the LORD'S anger.” You died before the world went crazy. And with you, you took the best of the century. Moments so golden, …

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WAVES BEATING AGAINST THE TEMPLE

It’s sad to know for a lonely girl like me that the music becomes the vehicle for your emotions and memories. I’m spun out and caught in a silk web, These songs don’t need me to work for joy, I don’t even need to open my eyes, They carry my soul and I believe again …

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WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN

WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN I’ve always seen the world in a pessimistic light. Well that’s what everyone would say if they asked me how I saw things. I seemed to believe that I was pessimistic, and thing is, I didn’t care because the way I was seeing the world was how it …

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2 WAYS TO LISTEN TO MUSIC

2 WAYS TO LISTEN TO MUSIC To listen to music, I have to be blind. I cannot look at the world, because then the beauty of the music dies. I have killed what I hear with what I see. Or I can look past it, but it won't be as good. Music exists beyond this …

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THE JOURNEY OF TRUTH.

THE JOURNEY OF TRUTH.  Like an eye, the truth watches us like GOD. Once we look into its eyes, we will want to go blind. Some may spend their whole lives afraid to look, so they don't. But when the world is full of lies, the truth is only made greater. Unable to hide from …

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LEAVE MY BODY

LEAVE MY BODY Like clear water. Cutting through rocks. Paving a path. Never-ending, I continue flowing, Never-stopping, Consuming fire, Afraid of the cold, For when I freeze, I do not move, I barely breathe, but despair, holding onto a rope, called hope. Waiting for the sun, to melt me from, this icy shell. When spring …

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