WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN

WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN I’ve always seen the world in a pessimistic light. Well that’s what everyone would say if they asked me how I saw things. I seemed to believe that I was pessimistic, and thing is, I didn’t care because the way I was seeing the world was how it … Continue reading WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN

AT RANDOM

AT RANDOM To believe in hope is the greatest hope of all. Sitting alone, listening for endless hours, To thinkers who have the answers to my childhood. Strawberries on the road. My tears are silver drops of sadness. Rainbows in the night. And I sleep at dawn. ✾themeekarestillhere✾

EVIL BEAUTY

EVIL BEAUTY This song reminds me of the way that things used to be. At least the way that they were in my mind. I always thought I lost a part of me growing up. That memories and hope of youth had detached themselves from who I was. In a new shell, my shame was … Continue reading EVIL BEAUTY

2 WAYS TO LISTEN TO MUSIC

2 WAYS TO LISTEN TO MUSIC To listen to music, I have to be blind. I cannot look at the world, because then the beauty of the music dies. I have killed what I hear with what I see. Or I can look past it, but it won't be as good. Music exists beyond this … Continue reading 2 WAYS TO LISTEN TO MUSIC

THE JOURNEY OF TRUTH.

THE JOURNEY OF TRUTH.  Like an eye, the truth watches us like GOD. Once we look into its eyes, we will want to go blind. Some may spend their whole lives afraid to look, so they don't. But when the world is full of lies, the truth is only made greater. Unable to hide from … Continue reading THE JOURNEY OF TRUTH.

LEAVE MY BODY

LEAVE MY BODY Like clear water. Cutting through rocks. Paving a path. Never-ending, I continue flowing, Never-stopping, Consuming fire, Afraid of the cold, For when I freeze, I do not move, I barely breathe, but despair, holding onto a rope, called hope. Waiting for the sun, to melt me from, this icy shell. When spring … Continue reading LEAVE MY BODY

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? Just how much of the day is occupied with thoughts, makes time go away. In a day, there are so many opportunities to do good. I just cannot seem to fulfill them all. But the hope of doing good in a world so bad makes life precious. Pain is … Continue reading WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?