THE UNFORGETTABLE #54

"I never had a childhood, I destroyed myself in my final moments of innocency, I think now they're ready to take my life away from me." ✾themeekarestillhere✾

PSO J318.5-22

PSO J318.5-22 Perambulated platforms alone, music blaring on full, the weight of the world crushed my soul. Didn’t know I wanted to go blind then, the pain was too much to see, life and death are balanced on a needle, and I’m always on the verge. To not see what I have seen, to be …

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THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE

All these years I was afraid of addiction to something consuming me, when really I was afraid that I would lose my soul.  When I started falling from happiness I thought I would never be happy again, so I started to prepare to numb myself by building walls inside. The foundations of insecurity breed hatred of …

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THE APPETITE OF NAMELESS PAIN

Abuse my body to see if they care, they look concerned but they don’t ask right, their criticism makes me want to cry, because I know that they can’t do anything to stop it, the pain requires a larger audience, but soon no one will care about me, I thought I cared if they cared, …

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REST ON YOUR WINGS OF FIRE

Stop acting like every breath you take stole you from death, My nightmares only come alive when I can’t send myself to sleep, I can’t seem to find my breath as the figments of my imagination play too heavily on my emotions, Now every movement they make, even to offer me kindness, I am a …

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HAVE YOU EVER SAID A REAL GOODBYE

I’ve always wanted to know if the birds ever felt free inside, Do they gaze above into the stars each night as my eyes do? How many places have their feet touch that the birds didn’t want to stay in? But the moment I step near them, they fly away in fear. And how many …

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THE FIRST WAVE

I had expected that this year would free me, ironically, I have been kept inside for the longest period of my life. Moments that I thought I had healed from all those scars, seems I am still hurting when I dwell too long on it. What I would give to be like a child and …

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WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN

WHAT I KNOW NOW, SHOULD’VE KNOWN THEN I’ve always seen the world in a pessimistic light. Well that’s what everyone would say if they asked me how I saw things. I seemed to believe that I was pessimistic, and thing is, I didn’t care because the way I was seeing the world was how it …

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