THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE

All these years I was afraid of addiction to something consuming me, when really I was afraid that I would lose my soul.  When I started falling from happiness I thought I would never be happy again, so I started to prepare to numb myself by building walls inside. The foundations of insecurity breed hatred of …

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LEAVE MY BODY

LEAVE MY BODY Like clear water. Cutting through rocks. Paving a path. Never-ending, I continue flowing, Never-stopping, Consuming fire, Afraid of the cold, For when I freeze, I do not move, I barely breathe, but despair, holding onto a rope, called hope. Waiting for the sun, to melt me from, this icy shell. When spring …

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STAR

STAR The stars started failing me. Even their light would eventually burn out. I am seeking warmth. But they are colder than the feeling of doubt. Just gems in the sky we’ll never wear. Without a soul, it cannot see within. Where does the warmth that I seek come from? I want to hear music …

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WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? Just how much of the day is occupied with thoughts, makes time go away. In a day, there are so many opportunities to do good. I just cannot seem to fulfill them all. But the hope of doing good in a world so bad makes life precious. Pain is …

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ETERNITY

ETERNITY If I close my eyes, I feel closer to eternity. Life is my writer and I am only writing the emotions I bleed. The world is painted in blue and grey. We are waiting for the spring flowers to bloom. Hoping onto hope itself that maybe there is life after this. That there will …

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TIME IS FRAGILE

TIME IS FRAGILE The thought that we constantly need oxygen is scary. It reminds me of how fragile we are. In a couple of seconds, life can so easily be snuffed out because of our body needs to breathe. When we know this, what we touch and what we remember seems to make everything fragile. …

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